The night of 2017's was rough for me. and the way things were going on, was too harsh. I was afraid of 2018. It was like the end of the world.
The beginning of 2018 was not a great start for me. Zero confidence in my soul, no enthusiasm in my body language, no hopes just distress and unhappiness around my aura.
On a freezing night in February, everything changed. I remembered the things, I was quite low, and I was feeling discouraged. I have anger issues which I used to control, but at that period I am not able to control my bitter feelings. I was not "me" anymore, I have mixtures of unfavourable emotions in my senses. I used to get into fights with my family and my close ones "They even support me when I was rude to them, I am fortunate to have them " even though I was not feeling guilty. I was doing nasty things. I was fighting with my sentiment. I was taking unfair decisions at that time.
One day I was at home, just trying to sleep. A scenario came to my mind.
In early 2017, We four mates "one of them is Kalpana" went to majaar. Kalpana and I used to go there, an abundance of positivity in the air and peace over there.
So, that time we four entered the majaar. A woman was sitting in front of me and continued gazing at me. There is a strange vibe in the atmosphere, one of our friends was telling us to go back home because he was not feeling that good. And still, that lady was staring at me without blinking her eyes, I remember she has quite big eyes which seems red and mysterious.
After a few minutes, we all decided to go back. And still, that lady was staring at me till the point of the major. Kalpana said in a mysterious tone - Ateet here is lots of energy and I think the woman had evil energy on her. I was frightened and scared by hearing this kind of tale from her.
This scenario is continuously showing up in my mind. I decided to meditate, I sat on the bed and try to focus on my breathing. I suddenly feel that some round stuff slashing my head and I was shivering and stunned at the moment. I was frightened, I was breathless. I opened my eyes and saw the shadows of the idol of lord Ganesha everywhere in my room. I was so afraid at that moment after that everything fall into pieces.
I told my close mate and family. All were trying to portray that brain was playing games, it is creating hallucinations so I am seeing this kind of stuff. They were logically right.
But after that, I faced many miracles. Even I saw the shape of lord Ganesha everywhere at that time.
I believe it's my little story of "starting of a miracle". After this, I believe in energies and god.
So I believe if we do things selflessly, a miracle will find us. Therefore believe in yourself and your action toward everyone. Be pure and divine.
Remember, it's totally upon you to believe in God or energy But always believe in yourself and the thing you are doing now because situations are unpredictable, and follow your intuition, the voice of your heart even if you failed in that situation but you will never fail in life.
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