It was freezing winter in my city. Everyone was wearing woollen clothes. I was on my cell phone with my best friend, discussing the situation of life. Everyone was staring at me, Glittering eyes, happiness on my face. Ignoring crowds on the road. It was 7 pm and cold was hitting my soul. I was wearing a thin t-shirt and a short, walking in the freezing weather. Just going far as I can.
We were discussing the adventures of life. I laughed and told him that, my life is full of positivity. I don't even know about these adventures in life. ( I don't know if I am opening the box of adventure by saying that)
After walking on the lonely path, I realised it was getting late and I had to go home.
At home, I was in front of the television watching my favourite show, and suddenly got a call that I'd been selected by a company which is outside of the city.
I felt so joyful and started dancing to the rhythm of the sound of crickets. I ran toward my parent and told them about it. The vibes were too high. I called my friend and told them about my life-changing news( I never dreamt about this adventure).
Times passed away, and the day came when I had to leave my house. Tears in my heart, pain in my soul, but a great clingy smile on my face. All emotions were frozen.
After a few times of travelling, I reached my destination.
The atmosphere was different. Hot in the breeze, nervousness on my face, new people, new city and new me.
Got a PG over there. The first day of the job was fair. I remember every day was hard for me to survive there. Less money in my pockets, a large smile on my face trying to look positive.
Dancing alone, singing alone, eating alone, all alone. I was scared to talk to new faces but fortunately got some people over there. They teach me important life lessons like, never trust humans, who are just pretending on your face but deep down their monster is making you toxic.
Each day, I was feeling more disastrous and terrible. My soul is becoming weak.
One day I was dreadful, staring at the moon and thinking about the happy moments when the real me is flying like a bird in the deep blue sky. By seeing the true fronts of humans I was disappointed in my own, I was dealing with several pains which are in my heart because of these people who broke my trust like pieces of mirrors on the floor.
At every point, I've been judged. at every stage, I got to be demotivated by them. This overthinking was making me wetter, therefore it was hot summer days.
It was late night no one was there to share my pain. I was screaming inside too loud. And decided that I'll go home and be free.
The next morning I discussed my situation with my family and friends and they advise me to stay over there and do my job because if I will come back society will call me a loser.
I don't know what comes to my mind, I put my phone off and decided to come back home.
I already know everyone gonna judge me but I'm not caring about that. I packed my stuff and run from there. I'm happy to be called a loser instead of destroying my mental health by myself.
We all are earning to fulfil our desires, but where there is desire there always be a flame and it burns people inside and out. We got one life don't be too busy to earn assets, therefore, sooner we'll realise that we are losing our innocent child, who loves to learn, laugh and live to the fullest without hurting anyone.
I love this adventure where I learned about the complicated journey of life which makes me a more beautiful soul inside and out.
Awesome, keep writing
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