Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
BY WILLIAM ERNEST HENLEY
What are the timeless treasures of the heart? I believe it is memories. You don’t remember the days but your mind encapsulates all of your life moments and experiences that live within you throughout the ages. Happy or sad, beautiful, or destructive everything is here - hidden in your heart. No one can take your memories from you neither, you can get rid of it.
Today I want to share something that pours my heart out. being a child with difference either brings the best or worst of you and harsh reality was throughout my childhood I have experienced the second phase. Yes I'm different I'm not like the boys of my age and this is the main reason why people bully me. I was classified as Impotent and rachitic. My parents raised me up as a normal child than why I was not accepted socially ?. I still remember the days when people used to do disgusting things with me and end up saying “ shee shee I know you won’t say things to anyone”. The mental, physical, and emotional impact was so strong that I built a cage around me. Not allowing anyone to get in.
Being caged I have experienced sself-destruction loneliness, and the stress of confinement. I was lost in the darkness. I developed insecurities -about my appearance, my ability to seek things, and lowered my Self-esteem until I met some of the most beautiful people in my life who taught me " Birds are meant to fly high in the sky ". I was not aware of my inner power until they showed me who I really am. They supported me as a friend, as a sister, and as a mother and I realized that if there is one person that supports you that is enough for you.
I'm still the same for many others: fat, ugly Impotent and rachitic but for me, I know who I am: a man with a good heart and full of life. Now it feels like I'm painting my own world.
I'm Ateet and I'm a fighter. I fought through all the odds to be me and yes I'm still not perfect but I want to ask everyone who insulted me who abused me for not being normal – are you perfect? If you think you are then I feel pity and I want to say I am happy with my imperfectly perfect life.
I believe your growing .I pray for you stay blessed.
ReplyDeleteI really felt your story. Always be happy and trust yourself. Everything will be okay Ateet ❤️
ReplyDeleteLots of love to you
So nice of you. Thanks😍
DeleteVery sad but I love the way you write
ReplyDeleteI feel pity for you! I told you not to be kind in this era.
ReplyDelete✌️🙏🏼
DeleteYou have always been the source of positivity for me ......your innocence is reflected in your smile ....I am so very proud to have you in my life.....
ReplyDeleteIts Its really means to me thanks😍
DeleteWow...
ReplyDeleteVery true!
Brilliant...👍🤓
Thanks😍✌️
DeleteIt is beautiful but one most important thing is
ReplyDeleteNobody is perfect Attu ...just ignore those idiots N yes you are amazing for ur loved ones .😊
Thank you so much ❤️
DeleteYou are perfect
ReplyDeleteThank you so much🙏🏼
DeleteTheir is no problem and shame in being different Ateet. In fact what really matters is being who you are, maintaining your originality and cherishing your perfections as well as imperfections equally... These are the things that makes you whole.... I think being a kind human is more than enough in this world ..where people are striving to be everything except for being a great human ....
ReplyDeleteSo keep going and keep growing ❤❤
Awwww thanks a lot! Its Its really maeans a lot.
DeleteYou r a positive person 👍
ReplyDeleteThanks
DeleteD first best thing we can do as a human is to be true about self. First accept ur flaws which doesn't mean dat u r wid flaws which means we focus on our traits and virtue more.once u start believing urself,magic starts happening.U alone are enough,u have nothing to prove to anybody.But for self it's show time.Time to discover self ,explore self,settle self not for others but for self
ReplyDeleteWow dii thaaanks a lot its its really mean to me😍😍
DeleteD first best thing we can do as a human is to be true about self. First accept ur flaws which doesn't mean dat u r wid flaws which means we focus on our traits and virtue more.once u start believing urself,magic starts happening.U alone are enough,u have nothing to prove to anybody.But for self it's show time.Time to discover self ,explore self,settle self not for others but for self
ReplyDeleteThanks dii, its means a lot!
Deleteyou are a true fighter Ateet...you fought all these difficult situations in your childhood all alone. and you are fighting with them now and everyday very gracefully...for that i am so so proud of you.
ReplyDeleteand you are as normal as all of us....the only abnormal thing here is the mindset of our society who just refuse to accept people who do not fit in there criteria of perfection.
And you my angel ...you deserve all the happiness in life. your smile gives me so much strength..so keep smiling :)
i pray to god to give you everything that you desire for
Aww so sweet of you! Thanks!
DeleteIts great
ReplyDeleteThanks!
DeleteThanks!
ReplyDeleteYou are beautiful as you are
ReplyDeleteYes thanks!
DeleteWOW
ReplyDeleteThanks
DeleteIt really takes a lot of courage to speak out and stand strong on the face of the people who try to pull you down every single day.But you have proved that despite all the things you've been through, there's no way you are staying on that ground anymore. More power to you brother .Stay strong .Be proud of who you are every single day . Keep inspiring.
ReplyDeleteThank you so so much brother❤️
DeleteYou hv struggled alot!
ReplyDeleteNot at all rn
DeleteBest of luck bro for your future
ReplyDeleteThanks
DeleteYou are doing a great job
ReplyDeleteThanks
DeleteIts very difficult to prove yourself but you are not proving yourself because you are the voice of everyone
ReplyDeleteAhh so sweet of you. Thanks
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